I have been a complete dumb ass lately. I don't know what the hell the deal is. First the spin out on the freeway, IT WASN'T MY FAULT. Today, I was SUPPOSE to go back to Colorado BUT, my brother noticed my flight was for Sept. 17th and not August 17th, whoops. I had to sit on the phone like like 2 hours, those people are dumb they sent me from person to person. Finally, would have cost me 500 bucks! That is ridiculious! Had to go to the airport to get my ticket. 150$! Ugh, most wasted dollars. I don't know why, that seat will just be empty on the plane ANYWAY, and they have PLENTY of time to fill my original spot! My tiny little pocket knife is a lethal weapon! I cut myself so deep, and bled EVERYWHERE! IT WOULD NOT STOP. I was talking to Mischa when I did it, he told me to press a grip of corn starch against it. It STOPPED. It's pretty handy to have a future doctor present haha. It is disgustingly deep. Last night, I CAREFULLY took off the band aid and it bled like crazy again! Well, last night Christen came over to go in the hot tub, we had some beers. I was trying to get Mischa to come, HE WOULDN'T. I was trying to give him the first call special! Hahah, the fire cracker special. He must be gay, cuz he wouldn't come over. I THINK I have him coming over tonight, we'll see. I should do some laundry. I need to pack. maybe I will tomorrow haha yeah right.