| Current mood: | annoyed |
| Current music: | Scandalous- Misteeq! |
WeLcOmE tO mY wOrLd!!!
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaats up?
So apparently, this has not been my week. I quit work, um, yesterday. I think it just was the last straw. I've been very stressed lately, and yesterday was TOTALLY offended by a certain individual. So, I peaced out. I mean, I didn't really need the job anyways... mommy and daddy take very good care of me. :) Plus I'll be starting up the other internship in the near future-and a 4 class schedule in the fall so I'll need a bit more flexibility. Plus, hey, I may be 21, but babysitting sure racks in a ton of moula. I mean, I sit there and watch TV while making sure toddlers don't kill each other. Not too hard! I make the same money too! Haha.
As for the man situation. Well, let's see- my special friend seems to think I want more than something casual. Obviously, he doesn't know me all that well. Don't you love it when people try to read your minds, and are totally OFF?!?! I thought the whole "I don't want a relationship right now" phrase might give him the hint that I don't really want one! Guess I was wrong!!! Oh well, I'm peacing out of that situation. Too much drama for not being in a relationship (even if it was the best ever, it's not worth being paranoid that I am accidentally giving off the wrong vibes, even if I am bluntly honest). Plus to be completely honest, there's still someone that I'm still in love with-eventhough he's not physically here, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him at least once.
I'm beginning to think maybe I should stray away from uniformed men, and maybe go through a foreign phase? I've never dated a man with an accent before. Oh wait, I dated a New York firemen with one of those nostrily accents, and I went on a few dates with this one guy named Jay-who by the way has more issues than a year's subscription to US Weekly.
I think tonight, I may have to go meet up with my Jer and have a Long Island. He is totally my therapist. I just love him bunches. I will miss him when he goes off to South Korea (by the way-they have nukes there, Jer!!! So please stay away from the guy with the bad case of bedhead!!).
So I am thinking of taking a trip somewhere. Maybe Nick's military base in Washington state? Hahahaha. Just kidding. I definitely need to get out of Orlando for a bit though. I am WAY too stressed right now. Normally, I don't care about anything. Now, I am like stressed beyond belief. I have no clue why. Maybe I'm just PMSing and this is something else to add to it?
(Read comments)
|
