|Current mood:|| cold|
|Current music:||led zepplin- when the levee breaks|
so i havent written in here for quite some time. didnt i say that i suck with these things?
Anyways, ive been having a really shitty week so far. I got in another fight with the princess(what else is new?) i still havent made up those two japanese quizzes and i just failed another one today. I think ive become really unstable too. emotionally. the thing with maj has really fucked with my head and i seem to be snapping on people alot lately. I blame all of my confidence issues and boy problems solely on maj. that jerkoff is crazy. Not even my mom(who happens to be going through menopause) has as bad of mood swings as maj does. Just tell me, how can u do that to someone? at least without having some sort of guilt afterwards. I dont think he has a soul. yes, that is affirmative. Id like to safely say that Maj is an asshole pothead who only thinks with his dick. I dont see anything in that girl of his. I wish she would just go back to her homeland and find some nice skinny little polish boy to steal from some other unfortunate girl who is only just starting to get all of her shit together. fuck you maj, fuck you.
well on a somewhat less twisted note i think ive got some idea of who im going to ask to cotillion. Ill list from first pick, to last resort. Now, im not giving any names so just bare with me.
1. that boy in my history class.. he has blonde hair
2. Amanda's "secret" love, but thats only if theyre not together by then
3. That crazy pothaed im always with. He has really dark hair... and really bad ADHD(if he's not already going with molly)
4. The other really crazy pothead im always with.. only the skinnier version
5.And garage boy. yeah, im not clever enough to come up with a nickname for him. but we had some really good times in his garage this summer.
well wish me luck. everyones going crazy about it and i think its about time i get crazy too. i never really cared about it that much before but cotillion is really starting to creep up on me.
So ive decided i wnt to get a tatoo of a celtic cross somewhere on my lower back or on my hips. I wish i knew how to put a goddamn picture on this thing so i could show u all exactly what i want.