| Current mood: |  worried |
| Current music: | why dot hey always asume your lisening to something? |
starting to feel ..nothing ..
well today like i said we spent most the day at the pool, until about 4 or 5ish then my dad...jeff i mean (step) had to go pick my mom up at the studio..and take her to pic up an actor at the airport..shes in school but a real director is shooting a film here and gave her the position of directors assistans...and im happy for her...except that means major sacrifices for me i quit cheerleading which she thinks hurt me but im quite happy ...what the hell was i thinking....im going to be home all the time everyday babysitting...alone forgotten goodbye summer!
its gonan be like thoses tv dramatic families lol...mom and dad always work sister at home doing nothing..joy cant wait ::stompz foot:: !!! i hate it i hate it!!! ahhh...*chillz* ahem okay well im going to rockledge next yr it will be horrible!! i dont know anyone...and the question abrupts.........what if everyone hates me!? i hate myself maybe they will too!!! hmm alicias leaving tommorow....grr i hate that ill be alone...tim may be able to come over though::innocent look:: but im over it think i could complain nemore?? o well plz comment...ill have nothing else better to do tommorow
- `.'*,. I hate goodbyes...~nikki
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