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Knives (knives777) wrote,
@ 2003-09-23 01:55:00
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    Current mood: confused

    8723986-08279789707820610885
    Wow, I am really trying to update this, journal.
    Its weird, The only one a try to update on a daily baseis is the one On live journal, well that one and the one on my message board.
    I've got like 8. Ah fuck it. I don't really care.

    I've been thinking about girls......alot.
    I mean Not like in a sex way, but like in a romantic way.
    Its really really weird.

    Tara, Anna, Kim, Julie, Karin*, all girls that were good friends, then we went out, broke up, and Now I don't talk to them anymore.
    FUCK.
    I look at my currant female Friends.......One day I consider asking one of them out, then the feeling is gone, Then it comes back. At one point or another I have had Feelings for ALL of my Female Friends. I don't want to.
    It never works out. Its hard to make new friends, I like the ones I have.
    Fuck!
    I wish it would just go away....fuck!
    I hate this, I hate this need to be close to someone, Fuck yeah Im lonely.
    I almost always feel alone, I try to distance myself from all my friends.......
    FUCK, Forget it...
    theres no point to this....



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