|Current mood:|| confused|
Wow, I am really trying to update this, journal.
Its weird, The only one a try to update on a daily baseis is the one On live journal, well that one and the one on my message board.
I've got like 8. Ah fuck it. I don't really care.
I've been thinking about girls......alot.
I mean Not like in a sex way, but like in a romantic way.
Its really really weird.
Tara, Anna, Kim, Julie, Karin*, all girls that were good friends, then we went out, broke up, and Now I don't talk to them anymore.
I look at my currant female Friends.......One day I consider asking one of them out, then the feeling is gone, Then it comes back. At one point or another I have had Feelings for ALL of my Female Friends. I don't want to.
It never works out. Its hard to make new friends, I like the ones I have.
I wish it would just go away....fuck!
I hate this, I hate this need to be close to someone, Fuck yeah Im lonely.
I almost always feel alone, I try to distance myself from all my friends.......
FUCK, Forget it...
theres no point to this....