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xo m baby 89 ox: hes reallyupset
LoOk MiAs On: send me the convo...
xo m baby 89 ox: xo m baby 89 ox: haha but..are u mad at her bc of bryan :'(
xo m baby 89 ox: bc she really loves you.... really really really
Mongse2004: actually yes
Mongse2004: no
xo m baby 89 ox: bleve me, she always tells me she cant stop thinkin about u
Mongse2004: the "really's" dont matter to me
Mongse2004: BUT JESUS
Mongse2004: she made the same mistake beofre
Mongse2004: just like that
Mongse2004: asking a dude out
Mongse2004: and still saying i love you
Mongse2004: how fucking retarded is that
Mongse2004: "oh i dont love bryan"
Mongse2004: THEN WHY DID YA ASK HIM OUT
xo m baby 89 ox: :-\i know.SHE DIDNT ASK HIM OUT
Mongse2004: thats what pisses me the fuck off maeve
Mongse2004: well what did she do
xo m baby 89 ox: i know, im sorry
xo m baby 89 ox: he asked her out
Mongse2004: but
Mongse2004: she said yes
xo m baby 89 ox: im soryr
xo m baby 89 ox: i know
Mongse2004: so therefore theyre together
Mongse2004: and therefore
Mongse2004: im pissed at her for that
xo m baby 89 ox: yea but she loves youuuuu
xo m baby 89 ox: honeslty
Mongse2004: i know
Mongse2004: but i cant care about that now
Mongse2004: so im not saying i love you to her
Mongse2004: tonight if i call her
xo m baby 89 ox: please dont get upset :-(
Mongse2004: already am
LoOk MiAs On: wow.now im crying
xo m baby 89 ox: omg dont cry
LoOk MiAs On: what am i going to say to brian 'i cant go out with you because im in love with someone who lives in NJ.. who i can never see.. but i love him so much it kills me
LoOk MiAs On: and hearing about hm hooking up with that girl in dave matthews? and hearing him hooking up with girls, i hate it. i hate hearing about it. i want to be those girls so badly.
that pretty much says what i was going to write.
i love mark so much.. he is really in my mind now.. all the time
wen i threw up the other day
me thinking : "if mark finds out he is going to kill me"
about school
"i want to do good for mark"
not for my mom. not for my family. not for me. for him.
and here i go.. and start dating a guy.. i like
i just like him
if u compare mark and bryan
bryan is a pretty face and a good kisser
mark is perfect
at the end of the day it all comes down to me loving him more and more
i love hearing his voice i love talking to him and seeing him this summer. it was amazing.
i "threw his trust away again"
WTF I TOLD HIM LAST NIGHT.
god.
kill me.
im gonna stop eating. so then..ill die ...slowly..bc thats what i deserve
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