|Current mood:|| thoughtful|
I've always told myself that I would never end up being a pregnant teenage mother...but lately I've wondered exactly what would become of me if something crazy like that happened. Would I be a better person? Would I be a shitty mother? I don't know why all these crazy thoughts are going through my head, but they are. Problem is, I'm scared to get pregnant. Here I am, 16 years old and sleeping with my boyfriend. Yes, I'm using protection, DUH!, but still there is always that chance. *Shudders* I'm going today for birth control, I feel better if I do get them.