| Current mood: | optimistic |
| Current music: | *Faith Evans- You gets no love |
*thanks 4makin' me a fighter
I'm so stupid. I just want a cute layout for my journal. And I can't even do that. I need one. But I ish too stupid so fuck it. But if anyone would LOVE me enuff to do it. I would LOVE you back. Eh heh...yet I have but one friend, on blurty. Anywayz I'm in the city! I got my hair done at like 9 A.M. this morning and now I'mm in the city with Evan, Lauren and Fiorella. We had a sleep over last night at Lauren's house. I slept in the same bed wit Bigs. He grabbed my thighs while I was sleeping. He was a horny bastard. We got into a fight this morning at the train station. We're not even a couple but we fight like one. He was like, "Corky, most of the time you're MY bitch. The rest of the time you're just a bitch." And I got pissed. And then I was like, "Shut the fuck up. That was so foul. How can you say that about me?" And he's like, "Easy...I just use my mouf." And I just blew him off and stopped talking to him. And I sat at the edge of the train thing wit my legs hanging over and I was just blowing smoke.
So Lauren (his siter) started crackin' on him and he went home. Other than that I enjoyed my day. Last night I had this dream that me and Stephen had crazy sex, then I had a baby. And we named her Tia, and when I took her to the hair salon, she was wearing this pink J.LO baby velour suit and she started to nag. And then she got a wedgie, and I got pissed off. And since Stephen lives like 2 blocks away from my hair salon I walked over to his house and kicked down the door. And his dad was like, "What the fuck! You can't see him!" And I was like, "I don't wanna see him. His baby wants her father!" And his dad just blew me off as I ran upstairs to his room. He was sitting on his bed and Angel and Vince were there too. And Stephen was like, "Uh...Corky. What the hell are you doing with a baby?" I got so pissed I started yelling, "A BABY! YOU MEAN YOUR BABY! OUR BABY! Here, you don't spend any time wit Tia. Take her, love her, and care for her until I get my hair done. I'll be back in an hour." And as I was leaving Angel was like, "Y'all two had sex?!" And Stephen was just laughing. And hen I didn't come back until 4 weeks later and asked for Tia and Stephen said he got full custody of her, and I started pushing him and then he went to hit me in the face and Tia just dissapeared. And I was crying.
Some dream, huh? lol.
xoxoxoxox buttah
(my new A.K.A)
HOLLA FRONT!
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