| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | nothing |
Life's weird
sense the last time i wrote in my journal not a lot has changed i mean life still sucks guys are still assholes music is still great i still missing my ex and my parents still hate me well a little has change i kinda became a bitch i mean i'm totally using this guy to make me feel better about myself but its not working and now i'm afraid to hurt him he means so much to me but as nothing more then a friend i wish i could see him as more but i just can't you know sometimes you can just love someone but not be in love you know but sometimes i wonder if i try hard enough will i fall in love with him you know learn to love him i mean he is everything you could want smart sweet funny he just great you know but there is nothing sexual its more like he is my brother or just a girl idk but he is always there for me and maybe i can learn to love him this all is so retarded i mean there real things i should be worrying about like how to get back into high school so i can graduate
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