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It is horrible I should feel this happy when people around me are hurting? Nah. The heart feels what the heart feels but I do hurt for those peeps even if I don't know them. Just thinking of Jake makes me smile.
Since Tobe's off doing somethings we have just a few days off. So I snuck off to find Jake and of course by the time I got there he was sound asleep. Something so wonderful about coming in and seeing my picture on his mantel and next to his bed. Okay his place isn't always the neatest but now it was.
In his sleep he felt me there and pulled me into his arms still sleeping. I don't think he ever work up. Okay I admit it I'm a sap.
So I sang to him.
Let me sleep,
For when I sleep,
I dream that you are here youre mine,
and all my fears are left behind.
I float on air,
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies,
So let me close my eyes,
And sleep a chance to dream,
So i can see the face,
I long to touch, to kiss,
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon shine,
Softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me
Ill hide beneath the clouds
That whisper to the evening star
they tell me love is just a dream away
Dream Away Dream Away Dream Away
I'll dream away
So let the moon shine,
Softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me
Ohhhh Dream of me
In the quietness of the night the window open and the breeze playing with the curtains the frogs singing in his pond we were alone in the world. It was one of those moments that I knew without a doubt how much I loved him.
I'm still scared ... I want everything right this time. As I watch him sleep he wakes up. "Kiki" he whispers his sweet breath tickles my neck. I kiss him softly and sing again lulling him back to sleep. I just want to be with him.
I love you Jake.
I lay my head down on his chest and fall asleep totally happy for the first time.
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