|Current mood:|| anxious|
I Love Vanessa so much. I miss her alot right now. i saw her for a little bit this morning. but i am use to seeing her a lot everyday. I really want to gain trust back in our relationship. I want us to last so much. And i have faith that we will. we have come through so much for it to not work out. we love each other and nothing will stop that. at least i hope. but i dont want to be skeptical , i want to be optimistic and i am. Lies and secrets will never get anyone anywhere. the truth is easier and will prevent a lot of pain.
I <3 you nessie.