Pieces of Me
Well, Thanksgiving weekend definatly had a lot of ups and downs... more good though... Well I started out the holiday by going to a kareoke bar with Artin and Jess, a bunch of their friends and my friend Vicki, well after a couple of mai tai's i was convinced to sing a duet with Vicki... Im not really into the whole thing but it was fun, ran into a few more highschool classmates, who suggested i go to the reunion with them, but i didnt call them on Friday. I figure its better that i didnt go, instead Friday I went bar hopping with Ryan and Emmit, which was fun. We went to the Wild Conolial which is a big RISD hangout, the place was packed with boys! so after a little while Ryan and Emmit wanted to leave, its only fair, right? I was the one driving i should of fought a little harder... the night all together was uneventful...
I actually talked to Tovah during my weekend, she came right out and said how she thinks my ex is a complete asshole... its nice to hear that everyone has the same general opinion about him.
I got to hang out with my sister alot this weekend, we started talking about moving to Colorado together, she wants to go to grad school out there, and id just want to be somewhere else, something new... We had fun we went out for Sushi yesterday, the most addictive food ever!
I guess the down of my weekend is just thinking about the ex, here i am taking this med. where friends and family have told me that there is such a big difference in my mood... and he just gave up, but its not even that, that makes me sad, its just loving someone so much and having them just disappear from your life... to spend so much time with someone, and have them completely disrespect you, and lie to you... and all you can do is live with the ghosts.