So the Holiday Season... my xmas went fine, I went with Vicki to CT to see what she does on her job, it was really interesting, she's so professional, and I got to see a morgue. Xmas eve I went to a party at Ryan and Emmets neighbors. It was an okay party, well i drank alot, i gave my number to two guys... which Ryan later informed me were 'interesting choices' (beer googles?) Also the guy from Sakar never called me, I figured as much...
So I talked to the ex, over IM, of course... It felt good to talk to him, and we talked about things that needed to be said... I know how he feels now, I just wish he could of been more honest and up front with his feelings, instead of trying to save mine... It just made things harder, and it gave me hope... where there shouldnt of been any...
I hope that someday we can be friends, i dont want him completely out of my life... but its going to take a while, there is deffinatly things that will hurt for a while... I do care for him alot.
well on another note, things with Vicki and Ryan are going pretty well... Vicki though is so worried about being hurt... she asked me the other day why i wasnt attracted to Ryan, and shes convinced he's into me... its like she knew Ryan and I were friends when she got into the relationship with him, and now its a factor... and I honestly dont think there is anything i could say to make her feel better about the situation.
Next Saturday I start the job at the resturant, the one where the interview went awful! go figure! everyone seems really nice, and its a really cute place... very trendy! : )
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