wow it sure has been a LONG time since the last up date and a lot has gone on... well the most important is... i no longer talk to chris... i breaks my heart but... id rather have my heart broken because of my decisions and not intentionally by someone EVERYDAY. i just don’t understand what i could of done to ever deserve anything like that... i mean im not the greatest person in the world but... i am prolly one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet... not to mention funny, kind of well i at leased have a good sense of humor! but what he did to me for the THIRD FUCKING TIME was inexcusable... and i don’t want to have to deal with it any more... and im not going to... and i just don’t understand why he did those things... he knew i would of done anything for him, and that i loved him with everything i had and then some.... well you know what.... i just can’t wait for someone else to find out these things... i love being in love... i love knowing that someone loves me and that they find me irresistible... i love making people laugh... its just incredible to me... indescribable
ahhh well i just met the coolest guy... IN THE WORLD!!! i got a message form him on hot or not .com saying that he would like to meet me... i fell in love with his picture... omg incredible!!! in his profile it says he’s in a band called allies in chaos... so i did a google search... and i found their web site... and i found a link for his online journal thing and all down the sides were pics of him.... good god he is the most incredibly good looking guy i have EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!! and he has the most gorgeous smile i have ever seen! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i was so excited about getting to talk to him... then i saw that the last time he was at the site was Halloween and got kind of discouraged... i checked back a couple of time a day and nothing... then tonight... i get on and there is an thing saying that email@example.com has added you... so i thought this is to good to be true.... so i accepted... sure enough IT WAS HIM!!! ahhhhh!!!! i was all giddy and sad at the same time sad because he was offline... ahhhh but god was on my side, he signed a little while later... i was so fucking excited!!!! and he even had a web cam so i got to watch his oh so very hott, sexy, good looking, self for awhile...and he is so cute when he gets embarrassed! oh and his hair is fucking great! but you wanna know what the best thing is ... his incredible smile... you could just fall in love with him just if he smiled at you ahhhhhh i just cant get over it.....
do you think it is possible to fall in love with someone you dont even know all that well and youve never even met them? that would be awesome to get to meet him in real life... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
he he he if he ever reads this hell prolly think im a fucking stalker!! god it sucks so bad that he live ant the opposite part of that nation!!! he lives in minn. that blows... at least he gets to see snow... thats what i miss most about new york and denver.... ahhhhhhh cant stop thinking about him.... ok going to go to sleep so i can dream about it now!
..... forever till now
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