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wow, this really freakin sucks. my now ex boyfriend broke up with me thursday and i'm still not over it. especially since yesterday at the game he asked out one of my friends and they said yes. that's not a really good friend if you ask me, because she knew how much liked him. i'm still not over him. not in the least bit. everyone tells me he's not good enough for me..and i was starting to believe it too..but now, i don't know what to believe. he didn't really even really give me a reason. he had his friend ( my ex boyfriend ) text me and tell me. that's real low. all he said was he just wanted to be friends. never said why or anything. i can't even really think of a reason why he would want to break up with me. i don't think i did anything to make him mad. if i did, i didn't realize it..apparently. i dunno, guys are retarded i guess. as soon as i found out about him and my friend, i ran out of the gym crying. then i told my mom to come pick me up. soon after that i found myself crying my eyes out on my bed..and that lasted for about three hours. then i ran to the bathroom and i threw up..plenty of times. it was pretty disgusting. it's been 2 and a half days and i don't feel any better at all. i think i actually really loved him. if i didn't care i wouldn't of cried or anything. then the day after he broke up with me, he was flirting with my other friend. then of course, being the bitch that she is, she flirted back. a lot. that seriously pissed me off. and i think she knew it too. so i did the same thing. i started flirting with her ex. now he likes me, not her. i think that's fair payback.