| Current mood: | aggravated |
| Current music: | "The Red"-Chevelle |
*sigh*
Nothing really new. I've pretty much been working. I was the operator today...and there was a First Light show. I WAS going to go to it, but, as I mentioned, I worked today. I really don't mind tho..I mean..Becky would be there for Joe, and stupid annoying airhead Cayse was prolly there, so I don't care. She would've ruined the whole damn experience for me. I'm so...bleh. Relationship crap sucks...I'm so bad at it. Maybe because I'm not meant to have relationships, maybe because I'm a dumbhead and push every guy away, or maybe I just haven't met the right guy yet. Not necessarily THE ONE, but ya know, someone that gives me some feeling, just SOME feeling. I hope that's it, I hope and pray to God that's it. Cuz if it's either of the others, I'll die. I'll just die. HONESTLY...
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