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I love you but I hate you
so anyway...ryan's online, and his away message is up. Too good to say hi eh? Ya know, what buggs me is that he didn't even call.....and he played head games AGAIN. I'm so sick of just being this toy that guys like to play with...and then when I start to really get into them...they drop it. He's toyed w/my feelings one too many times. He's had his last chance (i don't even know how much i mean that). I just know I'm really mad at mr. i'm too good to love you. OH I know why, cause I'M NOT JACKIE!!!!! I'm sick of bein' the one he turns to when she get's all ya know...whatever...and then as soon as things are good again...'let's just be friends'. How much ya wanna bet he won't call me ever again? Anyway....any more thoughts on the other subject I posted to last nite?? I figured out (i think) the classes i'm gunna take next semester. I'm gunna take College Writing (either 1 or 2..depending if i take the first one during the summer session), Western Art History, Social Psychology, 20th Century World History, and Intermediatte Algebra. Oh ya, for the final time, I've changed my major. (It's the last time i sware) It's English: Literature and Profesional Writing. Double Major...eek! I love english...i guess i just blocked it out of my mind w/o even knowing. See, I had a bad experience with a evil teacher my junior year in a journalism class. She also turned out to be my Senior English teacher. See, I can write a column in a magazine or newspaper or whatever, and get a masters in Literature so I can teach it to college. If you have your masters you don't have to have an education degree. YEAH!! NO STUDENT TEACHING!!!! I'm soo excited for school....it's gunna be so great. Well...I'm outti for now. Luv ya'll! *~Teasa~*
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