| Current mood: |  guilty |
| Current music: | I miss my friend~Darrel Wurhley |
:-/ Today...today wasn't bad at all. I pretty much layed low, took care of the puppies. Thought about school and stuff...but nothing really new to report. Until I get a call at like 6 from Danielle. I haven't talked to her since i told her when me and robert broke up. She tells me she hears this rumor that Jessica overdosed and killed herself. I was distraught. I called tace...she said she didn't here anything, but joe did. He didn't know if it was true or not..but everyone was talking about it. Then, on kristens aim profile (a girl i hate...i have her on my list only god knows why) it said "jessica..rest in piece....it won't be the same at graduation w/o you. i'll never forget the laughs" it was then that i swear my heart stopped. i emailed emily, who is jess's absoulute best friend. so if anyone would know, it's her. It's just so weird, the thought i'll never talk to her again, or hang out.....or have her to bitch people out for me. But the weird thing is...i haven't cried about it. Not even close...does that make me a bad person?????? I feel so guilty for that....I mean. Me and jess, there were times we hated eachother. She was an obsessive compulisive liar...and she broke me and jippy up. but, we still remained friends. i miss her. i feel like shes watching me, ya know. well...im gunna go to bed.
<3 me
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