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XxBaBiTesSxX: what's not cool??
JCSroxURmom: your all like down
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah well....
XxBaBiTesSxX: i'll be alrite..someday
XxBaBiTesSxX: lol
JCSroxURmom: hey! dont you have your date tonight?
XxBaBiTesSxX: it's not a 'date'....we're just goin' to the basement so we can be introduced to eachother
JCSroxURmom: hey man, thats still a good thing
XxBaBiTesSxX: the 'basement'...it's this real cool place in new castle where they either give tatoo's or piercings..or both
JCSroxURmom: you might click right away
JCSroxURmom: sweet
XxBaBiTesSxX: there's a place called the attic too..lol
XxBaBiTesSxX: one can only hope
XxBaBiTesSxX: :-)
JCSroxURmom: lol
JCSroxURmom: what is that?
JCSroxURmom: same thing?
XxBaBiTesSxX: sorry bout that
JCSroxURmom: ha, its okay
XxBaBiTesSxX: anyway..i told my mom where i was going...lol...she's worried i'm gunna pick up some guy who looks like a walking mureal
XxBaBiTesSxX: *mural
JCSroxURmom: haha
JCSroxURmom: did you tell her that the guy your meeting isnt one?
XxBaBiTesSxX: i told her tace just wanted to introduce me to some of her friends...which is basically true.
JCSroxURmom: yeah it is, hehe
XxBaBiTesSxX: i just had a really bad nite last nite...the kind where you cry urself to sleep
JCSroxURmom: :-P
JCSroxURmom: awwww dude
JCSroxURmom: how come?
XxBaBiTesSxX: i had a really bad im convo w/my ex. the one i just broke up with like a month ago
XxBaBiTesSxX: i NEVER wanna talk to him again
JCSroxURmom: what did he say?
XxBaBiTesSxX: hold on a sec
JCSroxURmom: k
XxBaBiTesSxX: http://www.blurty.com/users/katluvr620
XxBaBiTesSxX: go there..it tells the whole story
XxBaBiTesSxX: most recent entry
JCSroxURmom: okayu
XxBaBiTesSxX: there is more to the story..but read that first
JCSroxURmom: holy shit dude, what an asshole
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah...then he got back online..and was just like..didnm't give a shit that we are broken up..and life will be better once his book get's published. that's all that's upsetting him right now
XxBaBiTesSxX: and i told him how ryan helped me through a lot...and that pissed him off
XxBaBiTesSxX: i left out the part how we are so into eachother and all the crap he put me thru tho, lol
JCSroxURmom: well who cares, thats the kind of thing thats better off to forget
JCSroxURmom: let him be pissed off all he wants
JCSroxURmom: lol
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah know....he's the one who let his friends talk shit to me w/o even saying a word
JCSroxURmom: what was the real assholish thing is when he was like ahh i thought about cheating on your with that girl but i didnt
XxBaBiTesSxX: let's his ex email me all this shit how he doesn't love me and i'm a horrible g/f....w/o saying a word
XxBaBiTesSxX: i know!
JCSroxURmom: like i said, try not to let that shit get to you man
XxBaBiTesSxX: oh and how our 'friends' up at college tried to break us up by telling me shit...
XxBaBiTesSxX: but the best was this one...
JCSroxURmom: hes suchs an asshole
XxBaBiTesSxX: heather, who was supposed to be my friend..tried to set him up on a date..while we were going out
XxBaBiTesSxX: ON MY BIRTHDAY!
JCSroxURmom: omg
XxBaBiTesSxX: and he didn't even defend me
XxBaBiTesSxX: ever
JCSroxURmom: what a bitch
JCSroxURmom: dude, you can do so much better
XxBaBiTesSxX: i dunno, i'm beginning to doubt that lol
JCSroxURmom: and you can find someone that cares about you and loves you, and isnt going to be a dick to you and is going to stand up for you
JCSroxURmom: and people like that are best left forgotton
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah i found it....he's just too damn scared..gerr!
JCSroxURmom: hey , dont doubt that man, everyone finds someone
XxBaBiTesSxX: thanks
JCSroxURmom: besides, you havent met your tatoo man yet
JCSroxURmom: hehe, go make him not be scared
JCSroxURmom: or wait and check out this new guy, he might be even better
XxBaBiTesSxX: lol..i've heard he's cool ya know...see tace told me..he had some g/f's who treated him like shit...and he's pretty hott...i'm just wondering if he did something to make them treat him that way...
XxBaBiTesSxX: this is basically how my brain works now...looks for the catch in every good thing.
JCSroxURmom: well, you can always try to find out for yourself, girls can be pretty evil too sometimes, everything isnt the guys fault :-P
JCSroxURmom: well, thats kind of a bad way to look at things, but at the same time its kind of good as a way to defend yourself
XxBaBiTesSxX: oh i know that...but you wouldn't know that from my experience.
XxBaBiTesSxX: i mean i wasn't the best g/f...but i think i treated him pretty good for all the shit i put up with
JCSroxURmom: yeah i know, i dont think you would be an evil girl
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah we fought a lot...but i apologized a lot more..even when it wasn't my fault. i just hate fighting.
JCSroxURmom: dude, rob is just an asshole, plain and simple
JCSroxURmom: yeah me too
JCSroxURmom: me and carly get into fights sometimes
JCSroxURmom: always about dumb things too
XxBaBiTesSxX: he never apologized
JCSroxURmom: i think fights are inevitable no matter who you were with
XxBaBiTesSxX: he just like forgot about it
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah..it's how you handle the fights
JCSroxURmom: and thats another asshole quality. i always apologize to carly, especially when i know its my fault
XxBaBiTesSxX: oh yeah, that's how i am too.
JCSroxURmom: and if its not, i apologize anyway , just for getting into the fight in the first place. but like all of our fights end with us apologizing to each other, and realizing we are wasting our time arguing
XxBaBiTesSxX: that's how i try to be..although it's usually one sided
XxBaBiTesSxX: he'd forgive me...but that was it.
JCSroxURmom: yeah, thats a wicked assholish thing, i dont even like saying i forgive you, because then i feel like im blaming everything on her
XxBaBiTesSxX: exactly.
JCSroxURmom: so i usually just say im sorry
JCSroxURmom: yeah man, that guy was so out there
XxBaBiTesSxX: that shows a good guy with a good heart.
JCSroxURmom: thats the shit thats better off forgetting
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah i know
JCSroxURmom: hehe, :-)
JCSroxURmom: but yeah you just have to work on forgetting that, because i know you can do a lot better
XxBaBiTesSxX: thanks. i'll try!
JCSroxURmom: hehe, dont try, just do it!
XxBaBiTesSxX: ok :-)
JCSroxURmom: especially because this guy might help you get rob off your mind
XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah, but not in a rebound type of way......
~~It's nice to have people I can depend on to cheer me up...thanks joe...carly's lucky to have you!!~~
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