| Current mood: |  infuriated |
| Current music: | Livin on Love~Alan Jackson |
*takes 4 tylenol pm*
The closest thing to overdosing on pills I'll go. *sobs* Here's an email I just sent to Tace:
You probably won't get this b4 i c you, but okay...robert and I just had an im conversation. Yeah, I could basically give less of a fuck what he does with his life now. *cries* He sayd how allan says i'm stupid, and how dare i accuse him of cheating on me with brandy when he could of, and wanted to. But didn't. And how dare I treat him with such disrespect, the fact I be such a bitch, when he's dyin and I don't give a shit? And, ummm...how he's depressed cause allan has rebbecca in his bed with him every nite, and his bed is empty. I said...so that's whay it all comes down to, the bed..and the ass got offline. Gawd!!! I just can't win. I miss him, but at the same time...I don't. I mostly don't...i think it's just kinda seperation anxiety. And with ryan...i emailed him..just told him i needed him as a friend rite now, and I know he'll get to me somehow as soon as he reads it. I almost don't care what happens to me now! Do me a favor. Block him. I'm cutting him off completely. *cries*
Talk to you tommorow.
*luvs*
*~Teasa~*
Seriously, what am I to do??
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