A VERY LONG TIME
It has been a very long time since I have updated my journal. The last few months I have been real busy with school and have also been sick many times. Last week I read some of your journals and it inspired me to get things back undre control. Since then I have already lost a few pounds and hopefully will lose a lot more. I am going on a cruise in a few weeks and hate the fact that I will have to put on a bathing suit. Even if I lose so much weight before I leave I still will hate that. When I was at my lowest of 92 pounds I was never happy about letting anyone see me almost naked like that. But if I see the numbers on the scale go down at least I will know that I can do something good and maybe I don't look as bad as I think. I plan to update often this time and look forward to reading your journals for support and inspiration or thinspiration would actually be a better word to use.