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Katie (katie12345) wrote,
@ 2004-01-01 13:06:00
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    this is my first time on this.. I'm kidna hesitent to let ppl read my personal stuff but they won't know me so whats the big deal, well today my best friend spent the night for New Years and we stayed up till 4 am. and like Before she came to my house she went to a party and she said she was doing drugs and stuff.... which made me kinda mad and made me think do i even know my best friend but she said she hated it and wasn't going to do it again. My other friend on the other hand is getting in way deeper then she needs to be and i don't know how to help her she says she wants help but idk she doesn't want it when i give it to her, she is getting into sex, and drinking and It just makes me discusted and i told her that and she still doesn't care I just want to help her but I don't know how. but any ways less about that, my mom rode one of my baby horses today it was pretty cool. I have 9 horses and we might have to put one down( my moms horse) but at least she wouldn't be in any more pain. she tried to jump over a 6 ft high fence and she isn't even 14 h h and like well we think she broke her hip. but idk . This year has just sucked ass with death i hate it Earlier this year my Grandpa died in October and i still haven't gotten better i still cry my self to sleep( i was really close to him) some times I think so hard of him I can smell the way he used to smell but i know it isn't real and i even have a tape of his voice and i listen to it every night before i go to sleep. I just miss him soo much. but then i look on the other hand he was suffering with colen cancer and it was his time, and I also look at what good things i have in life like Keith my boyfriend, that is so wonderful and has helped me through all of this! well i better get going i have things to do. ttyl luv allwyas ~Katie

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