| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Times like these.. dk the artist |
Idk who i can trust anymore.. life sucks ass..
[ x ] In my mouth - you dont wanna know what i want in my mouth
[ x ] In my head - alot of empty space
[ x ] After this ? going to my room to cry
[ x ] Fetishes ? Idk..
[ x ] If you could get away with murder who would you kill? right now it could be alot of people
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? my friends before i go to the beach for a week
[ x ] Is next to you ? my computer which im on
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? Fast and The Furious...save the last dance, pirates of the caribean, 8 mile,
[ x ] Something you're looking foward to? Being away from certain people for a week
[ x ] The last thing you ate? Wendys
[ x ] Do you like candles? Ya i love smelling them
[ x ] Do you like incense? Ya even tho i dont have any
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? i wouldnt know.. thats nasty
[ x ] Do you believe in love ? Of course I do....but i dont seem to be finding it
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? yes...but yet again.. not happening
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? i dont care im gonna be dead.. does it really matter
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy? Hm.... idk
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? A dolphin or a tiger to hurt people i dont like
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies?Idk im not really into candies
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better ? Why people are so cruel to me sometimes
A -
B - Born on what day of the week? Sunda
C - Chore you hate? I dont have any
D - Dad's name? I have no fucking clue
E - Essential makeup item? i dont wear much anymore
F - Favorite actor? Angelina jolie, Jennifer aniston idk alot of people
G - Gold or silver? silver i hate gold
H - Hometown? Jersey city.... umm... not a good place
I - Instruments you play? None im not talented
J - Job title? I have none right now
K - Kids? Not after babysitting nikki
L - Living arrangements?i live with mom
M - Mom's name? Andrea
N - Number of people you've slept with? none i wish i would tho
O - Overnight hospital stays? yes
P - Phobia? i dont really have any
Q- Quote you like? Lifes a bitch then u die
S - Sibling? I have none lol
T - Time you wake up? 10 lol
U - Unique habit? do i look like i have one lol no
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? basically everyone of them lol
W - Worst habit? Being a bitch sometimes
X - X-rays you've had?not that i can remember
Y - Yummy food you make? everything and anything.. going to be a chef one day
Z - Zodiac Sign? Leo
Sorry bahar.. i saw it and i thought it was cool.. im sorry... Well anyway... Today started off as a good day... meggie got here at like 10.. sorry i didnt open the door right away.. We hung out... and then went to work.. Work wasnt really all that bad.. We had pillow fights and stuff it was cool.. Danny came at around 3:30 because he was our ride to the movies, but the dad wasnt home yet.. so danny waiting till the dad came home around 4.. we went to the movies and went to go see Pirates of the Caribean.. It was such a good movie.. I loved it.. Orlando Bloom is soooooooo hoottttttt.... OMG I WANT HIM lol.. megan we gotta share.. u cant have him to urself lol Jonny Dep is cute to.. omg he looked so sexy as a pirate.. Anyway after the movie we walked over to the mall and ate... we were so hungry... Then megan helped me look for a purse.. thx hun.. I got the cutiest black purse.. i love it...:)... Then i got outside to find out that the person i like is breaking up wit the person there going out wit.. I was like YES.... so i was having a good day.. Later on that night i find out that the break up didnt happen... i was like holy fuck.. i got so upset...And then I was looking foward to seeing RED... only to find out that i missed him.. he left before i got out of the arcade.. :( that just made me even more depressed... Oh well.. We left around 10:30... I got home and then megan called me.. she was worried about me.. awww i feel so special lol.. OMG... then my mom started bitching at me... for idk wat reason..So i had to get off the phon..w/meggie.. and now if i do call her.. we can only talk till 1:30... thats so not fair..I cant stand her right now.. omg today started off good.. and now its like shit...
I just finished talking to the person i like..and we have a conversation.. i said my feelings and then my friends feelings were expressed too.. i still might have a chance.. but idk anymore.. im so confused..
Im leaving tomorrow for my cousins house so that sunday we get an early start to the beach... im so not looking forward to this vacation at all.. i really dont wanna go..I just wish i could stay home... i really do... i wanna be wit my friends right now.. not my family..i know its mean but its true.. I cant wait to get back.. maybe when i come back ill know something ive wanted to know for a long time.. but i doubt it.. i probably wont be missed by alot of people.... im gonna go finish talking to my friends.. Ill be back on the 29th dont miss me to much... luv ya guys..
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