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Sometimes this house feels like a prison......  You're ice! You can be very cold and distant and you are NOT a people person. You're pretty mean but you can be nice...to a select few. What element are you? OMG.....People need to back off and fucking leave me alone... what i do in my time is my fucking business... i dont need people calling me over just to comment on my journal... if u have a fucking problem with me.. deal with it.. im not gonna change just because some people dont like what kind of person ive become.... If u have a problem with my having a journal well to bad.. this isnt for you anyway.. this is just for my friends to read so they know whats going on in my life... Its for the people that actually fucking care about me, which arent many anyway... but that isnt the point.. Fuck all of you fucking losers that have a problem with me... Anyway now that i got that out lol.. Sunday was an ok day.... I was at my aunts house basically ALL day because my uncle is still here from Kentucy and my mom wanted to spend time with him and the new kids.. But honestly how much time can u spend with certain people.... it gets really annoying... I was in the pool most of the day because they wanted me to hang with them...At first it was ok... but then it got kinda boring... Its like how long can u possibly swim in a pool.. honestly.. it got so stupid after a while...It was horrible.. at one point i got a leg cramp welll not in my whole leg but in my lower leg..It hurt like a mother fucker.. it lasted for like 5 minutes... i couldnt walk right the rest of the day.. it was so bad...We finally left at like 11:30 because my mom had work on Monday.. Omg yesterday was sooooooo bad... i fucking wanted to die.. I was forced to go to the beach with my family.. i felt so out of place.... i looked around and everyone i saw was a prep... I fucking hate preps... they are like the stupiest people alive...I sat on the blanket the whole time.. it was such a waste of time.. I should have just stayed home.. but NOOOOOOOOO my mom had to be a bitch about it and MAKE me go to the beach... So basically i sat there and got burnt.. OMG it hurts like hell... nothing im doing is making it better... :(.... i wanna cry thats how much pain im in.. On the way home from the beach last night... my aunts were talking about insurences and my one aunt turned to me and asked if my mom and i had insurence and i was like idk i dont think so since she doesnt have like a real office job.. and my aunt was like.. " thats because shes another waste" i dont think my aunt thinks i heard.. but i didnt... For anyones information... i love my mom... even tho yea she has some problems.. she raised me great for being a single parent..If anyone has a problem like that.. u try raising a kid alone..Yea me and her have our problems sometimes... but its really low to call ur own family member a waste... I know i should tell my mom what was said about her... but i cant... i cant let her know what her own sister thinks of her...I love her so much... she is not a fucking waste.. she is a great person :(.... why would anyone say such a thing... if anyone is a waste.. its me, because i kept her from reaching all her goals in life... anyway.... Today was boring as hell... I got no sleep last night.. it was horrible...I got out of bed at like 7 and tried sleeping on the coach... but no that didnt work.. finally i fell asleep and didnt wake up till 12.. i watched tv till like 2... then i feel bad asleep again... I dont think its just sunburn... I think i have heat tiredness... sorry i cant spell the right word.... lol... i woke up again when my mommy came home and thats when megan called...we talked... and we were both very hyper.. she is still sick.... we are both like to old people lol Omg.. im gonna go help joanna with her homework now before she like hurts something.. its not gonna be funny Post a comment in response: |
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