|Current mood:|| contemplative|
|Current music:||Jessica Simpson - "Sweetest Sin"|
Shop till I drop
I did some serious shopping yesterday! I bought this picture on-line. I bought this CD and this book and "Sweet Pea body splash" from Bath and Body Works. It smells SO yummy! I haven't started the book yet, but I flipped through it in the store and watched the DVD when I got home. I've got to hop in the shower soon. I'm gonna take a drive to the flea market and see Anthony. The website is started and it looks awesome! Yesterday I also cut my hair and colored it. *sigh* It came out all wrong. "Highlights" came out as all over color and mom cut my hair, (in an attempt to even out the hideous layers), but it came out much shorter than I wanted it! I told her to leave it as long as possible. She cut 3 inches off! It's so short! I am really not amused! (*to say the least*)
Also, been talking to Jeryl a lot about the issues in my life. She is the only one that truly understands. She was in the same situation and knows what I am going through. She isn't judging my decisions or motivations. I wish everyone could just trust me. I know what I am doing. I am an adult & I can make my own decisions. I thought my friends knew me well enough to trust my judgement. When I tell you that I KNOW how the situation is gonna turn out...that means I KNOW the way its gonna turn out. Please stop giving me a hard time about the situation I am in. Granted it's not the ideal situation, but I am in love and immensely happy. If you feel inclined to tell me exactly what you think about what I am doing, please first remember...Thumper said it best, "If you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all".
"All night I lay awake because it's too much to take. Dreaming about the love that we could make. All day I think of schemes to get you next to me. I want you so bad I can barely breathe. It's a sign of my obsession that I can't stop thinking about" - Jessica Simpson