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T.J. (justinsgirl182) wrote,
@ 2003-09-17 16:25:00
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    Current mood: cheerful
    Current music:Dashboard Confessional - "As Lovers Go"

    The last boy/f I'll ever have
    Well, the computer decided to work today. I'm not sure why. As I was checking my e-mail, I noticed that I had e-mail from Dell. They shipped our computer yesterday! Yeah! It should be here in 1-10 business days. Hehe. Quite a stretch. Not much new to report. Painting my room by myself is a pain. Andrew WK's new CD is in stores on Friday. Oh hell yeah! I worship him and his music! His CD is my fave in my entire collection! I love every single song on that CD and that's why it can be called my fave! (*It does tie w/New Found Glory's self titled album, though. B/c I love every song on that CD too!*) You better believe I'll be at Best Buy bright and early! I have jury duty on Tuesday. Save me! And Gary comes home this weekend!!!! YEAH! I've been listening to the new Dashboard Confessional CD a lot. The song "As Lovers Go" means a lot. I've been getting some mixed reviews from people about my relationship. A constant concern from some have been, "Don't you think this is moving too fast?". My question to them is…"Why? Do YOU think it is?". That's all it is. Their concern, not mine. Trust me guys, I know what I'm doing. This isn't too fast for me. "I've been around the block. Three times, maybe four. And I think I deserve a little more" - Melissa Etheridge. I've been through enough w/guys. Gary is so amazing it lacks an accurate description. This man is my soul mate. He makes me whole. We are made from the same cloth. We are at the same point in our lives and we want the same things and that's why it works. True, the time period has been short, but I've been looking for him for…well, my whole life, and I am not about to let it slip away. I don't wanna wait. He's romantic, loving, funny, caring…the list goes on and on. He is willing to do anything to make me happy. He supports what I do. He supports my career choice. He doesn't talk down to me. He makes me feel good about myself. He gives me everything that other guys couldn't. You know when you date a guy and you look past their flaws and give up things that you would want to have in a guy/relationship just b/c you like that one particular guy so much?! I know, b/c I use to do it. Now I no longer have to. I don't have to give up anything that is important to me to be w/Gary. He is everything I want and he gives me everything I want. The biggest problems I have are the problems I have yet to deal with w/in my family and my past…and he talks w/me about it. He helps me let go of animosity I have stored up for certain people. I also have that "Peter Pan Complex". I'm never gonna grow up. He's cool w/that. He's the same way. Everything is amazing. Loving him came easily for me. Don't worry about me, please. I am fine. I have found the man of my dreams. And, (for those of you who know me best…), even though there will ALWAYS be a place in my heart for Mark Hoppus…Gary has become my number 1! Of course, if Mark ever showed up at my door singing "First Date"! Hehe! JK! I love you Gary!

    In other news…I've thought a lot about a "friend" of mine. I am giving up on them. They've let me down too many times and put me in bad situations. It's just not worth it. They're not really my friend and they don't really care for me if they continually put me in bad situations. Plus, this person lies to everyone and it's just such a screwed up situation. They start shit w/other people and then try to blame it on me. (*Kara, you know who I mean*) So, now I say good-bye…

    PS- I thought I'd share the entire song…

    Dashboard Confessional - "As Lovers Go"

    She said, "I've gotta be honest.
    You're wasting time if you're fishing round here."
    And I said, "You must be mistaken,
    'Cause I'm not fooling.
    This feeling is real."
    And she said, she said, "You've gotta be crazy.
    What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?
    You got wits, you got looks, you got passion,
    But I swear that you've got me all wrong, all wrong,
    But you've got me."

    I'll be true
    I'll be useful
    I'll be cavalier
    I'll be yours, my dear
    And I'll belong to you if you just let me through

    This is easy as lovers go
    So don't complicate it by
    hesitating
    This is wonderful as loving goes
    This is tailor made
    What's the sense of waiting?

    I said, "I've gotta be honest.
    I've been waiting for you all my life.
    For so long I thought I wasn't gonna settle down,
    But just seeing you makes me think twice.
    The feel of you here makes me sane.
    I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my sight."
    You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
    But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight
    Tonight, tonight
    You've got me

    I'll be true
    I'll be useful
    I'll be cavalier
    I'll be yours, my dear
    And I'll belong to you if you just let me through

    This is easy as lovers go,
    So don't complicate it by hesitating.
    This is wonderful as loving goes,
    This is tailor made
    What's the sense of waiting?

    This is easy as lovers go,
    So don't complicate it by hesitating.
    This is wonderful as loving goes,
    This is tailor made
    What's the sense of waiting?

    This is easy as lovers go,
    So don't complicate it by hesitating.
    This is wonderful as loving goes,
    This is tailor made
    What's the sense of waiting?



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