| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | Beyonce - "Crazy In Love" |
"How'd you like it if both our name's had Jackson on the ends?" - Fabolous
Or if it had "Johnson" on the ends. Hmmm...that'd be nice!!!
So, today is a happy day and a sad one. It's the 2 year anniversary of the WTC tragedy. Lana is moving to Georgia. And Gary is still in Bahrain. I'm so sad. He called twice yesterday. After I got off the phone w/him the second time I started crying. I miss him so much. Everything going on in my life right now is overwhelming me. To have him hear, to look him in the eye when he tells me he loves me, would melt away all of my pain. I am so in love, but it's hard. I've never fallen in love w/someone while they were so far away. It sux. I'm selfish! I want him here! I love this country and all that and I am so proud of him for being in the Navy and fighting for our country, but I want him here. He'd do just as much for his country being safe at home w/me. There's not a lot else going on. My thoughts are consumed by him and I anxiously await the day when we will be together again.
"Got me looking, so crazy, my baby. I'm not myself. Lately I'm foolish, I don't do this. I've been playing myself. Baby I don't care 'cuz your love's got the best of me. And baby you're making a fool of me. You got me sprung and I don't care who sees 'cuz baby you got me. You got me, so crazy baby" - Beyonce
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