I have no idea at all what I'm doing anymore. Lance called the other day and told me he saw JC in Florida. I hadn't even known Lance was in Florida until he called. We started talking and I tod him he should just go to JC and tell him he wants him back and I'll just stay out of the picture. Lance kept telling me no, but I wasn't even really listening. I started to panic and I just freaked out. Lance got so worried he flew back, and was there sometime in the middle of the night and he stayed with me for a bit until everything was okay again.
Now I know I have to see JC this weekend. That is if he gets back from wherever he is. He is one of the stars tentatively scheduled to present. I really don't know how that will go. I miss him, and I still love him, but we haven't seen each other since things ended with the three of us, and before then he was so busy in the studio we barely got to see each other even then. I just hope it goes well.
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