I'm back, but i never left...
So yeah i'm back mainly because there's alot of things i need to whinge about and this is the only private place to whinge. Firstly he's still going out with her seriously its insane. But on the other hand i've had two boyfriends since then and am still seeing someone at the moment but yeah i'm still hung up on him and yes it still sucks. But its so odd because since i've been seeing other people he actually admitted to being jealous to me and called Alex an "entertaining commodity" which was amusing but then he's still with her.
Gah i'm a cow i have this pattern emerging i like someone i get with them im happy for a month then i get bored and someone new comes along and at the moment its Si, yeah Si is interested in me and yes its mad i know because he's so fuckin incredibly fit and i'm well not. But yeah im seeing andy so i shouldnt really