|Current music:||Propagandhi-Refusing to be a man|
Do you notice i'm gone?
So this is a rant about him, about how he probably doesn't even miss me about how he's probably with some stupid french girl and the only person he's probably kept in regular contact with is her, and by the sounds of it that aint the only person she's kept in contact with. It just sucks i missed him so much last ni9ght walking home with all the lads from that party and it was like if he was here we'd have been going home now, and how it would have been a boss night if he'd have been there, i mean it was good anyway but like almost everything else it just aint the same without him. And now i'm scared that when he gets back he's just going to forget i exist entirely and spend all his time with the two Ben's or hanging round Greenbank. *sigh* I remember lying next to him right with him holding me and him saying that he was never gonna leave me and the idea of leaving me scared the shit out of him to well seems a bit hollow at the minute. I now have to buy Drew a new DVD thanks to my own idiotic actins but ah whatever.
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