|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||azure ray - "displaced"|
well, the 4th was pretty interesting. we ate at a great barbecue place last night than went to see some fireworks that were pretty nice. we were close enough to feel the concussion off some of them. i haven't had that much fun since i civil war reenacted. things were going great last night and then my old room mate from school AIMed me. he asked me about ashley so we talked about her for a while. sorta made me sad and i got a little teary eyed but that is just because i am a sad excuse of a guy i guess. i still miss her but i know things are going to be alright (at least i hope so). it just takes me a while to understand things like that i guess... and i don't want to seem sad because i want ashley to be happy... i am tired of upsetting her... well, i think that is all for now...