|Current music:||the roots - break you off|
after falling down a flight of stairs at least four times in one night, getting staired at by an old lady thinking that i am on crack, getting in a fight with a young guy that worked at a hall that was on a pwer trip for trying to go into another wedding hall (all i wanted was a fuckin glowstick :|) and dancing like an asshole the hole night, singing sean paul and shawn desman most of the time. i finaly woke up at 1pm in jessicas bed with the a headache and my head feeling like it was 0.5 pounds, i got reasured that i did look like an ass and that i said a few things in which i wasnt suposed to say, or just plain and simply taught i wouldnt say ever, but the people understand the reasons why whatever was said was said. i find it pretty amusing at this moment on how much of a retard i was (speaking for myself), and i dont regret anything i had fun. i had to make the best out of a crappy hall party, the way i see it is that it is better than staying home and rotting the hole night by myself. not as many people as expected showed up, it was pretty much the group of people at my school that i never talked to before last night. i found myself dancing with one of the people that i reallly really dont like at all..lmao! it seemed as if they were playing 50 cent the hole night for some reason. in all i have to say that last night was fun and i enjoyed it and wouldnt mind doing it again. i got the sweetest talk from jagger last night that come to think about it now makes me almost wanna cry. he was the sweetest thing towards me and jessica and what he said was sooo nice of him :$ i fuckin love that guy.
anyways, i really dont understand why people have these big hall parties for their "sweet 16" no one wants to be there. most of the people there were there cause of difrent reasons, one in which alot of people had was cause they didnt have anything else to do with themselves on a saturday night so they decided to drag their asses to a hall party, i must say that i agree with that cause i was one of them with that reason.
not much of a point of having a big party when only 20 people are gonna show up in a big hall and you look really sad and as if u have no friends. i mean i dont have the best ideas but at least my birthday isnt gonna be a fuckin hall party where u have to pay 20 bucks for a slice of pizza and a sandwhich and all the free water ud like to drink that evening, and have my parents watching the hole thing from begining to end. i dont understand how people see that as fun, i mean its only normal that people are gonna come there and be drunk or doing whatever their doing and i wouldnt run up to them telling them to calm down a bit cause their mom gets the point that their drunk...rite okay well i dont want to talk about this anymore cause i see it as somthing extremly pointless, and boring so for the one or two people that acytualy read this hole stupid and most importantly "irelavent" journal entry... im sorry
goodnight everyone even though its 7:30pm.