| Current mood: |  crushed |
There are no words to describe what I'm feeling right now, or how I've felt the past few days. So many emotions are running through me and it doesn't seem possible to sort them out. I'm sad, lonely, angry, upset, resentful, pissed off, depressed, and that's just a tiny piece of it.
I think it must be something that I'm doing wrong. You don't get dumped twice in less than two months by people who have realized that they're in love with other people. I feel like my sole purpose is to reveal to men that they still care for their ex/someone else.
And if I didn't do anything wrong, then why don't I deserve to be happy? Why do they get to break my heart just to run into the arms of another person. I want the happy ending for once. I'm sick of being the stepping stone to other people's happiness.
I feel numb and alone. Lost and scared. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to love him.
*Rips the necklace he gave her off her neck and throws it across the room angrily then burts into tears*
I don't want to be alone.
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