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Australia was just as amazing and beautiful as I had expected it to be. Though I had been once before, it had been for work and I hadn't been able to really see the sights. This trip was only for pleasure and almost every day found me out exploring my surroundings. Most was done on my own, Hayden, Nat and the others were busy with pre-filming and then eventual filming, but I didn't complain. I was just thankful that they had allowed me to visit. Nat and I did find a time to go shopping one of the days and that was enjoyable. On another day, Hayden and I went for ice cream at this little shack by the beach. Nice memories were made on both outings.
A few days ago, he called. The action caught me completey off guard, after all, it was the first contact we had had with each other since he had left. His call confused me and for a while I didn't know what to think. Sure, a big part of me still cared, but another part was trying hard to move on. I told him that I missed him, and as our talk progressed I found my defenses slowly being torn down. After talking a few nights in a row, I left Australia and flew to meet him while on tour. Things seem to be back to normal and as much as I want a guarantee that this won't happen again, I'm learning to live in the moment.
~J
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