|Current mood:|| cold|
|Current music:||I'de do anything- Simple Plan|
Today I went to the mall, it was mega packed... lines were out of this world! But me Hannah and Kat had a pretty good time. I saw Mona Lisa Smile, it was a great movie.
I feel like what I do is wrong all the time. I've always tryed being Miss good at everything, Miss nice to everyone, Miss talkative, Miss most spirit at school... But those things just really don't matter to me as much as they used to. I could care less if I'm good at everything, I'm more than thankful for being good at whatever I do, because God blessed me with something not everyone has. I like to be nice, because usually they are nice in return which is a good feeling, but I know that half the people I'm nice to or more, will never be there for me, so why bother sometimes. I love to talk, it's just what I do, but sometimes I talk too much, and I've realized that can cause problems, so I've cut my 'not needed' talk to a minimum. I love to go to football games, basketball games, baseball games, because I was raised into a family that loves watching and playing sports. My whole family is pretty much perfect at what they do.. thats why sometimes I wonder... why did God make me different from them? Why can't I do something right for a change? All I care about is the one person I love most in this world. In the past, he made me feel like I was the best, like I was untouchable. He really made me feel so much better about myself, and I love feeling like that. He's the kind of person that no matter what I do, he will support me and be there for me through it all, and that's what makes him so special. I miss the way things used to be between me and him, but maybe if I keep praying enough... my wish will become reality.