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Snow, Rupert! SNOW LIKE YOU'VE NEVER SNOWED BEFORE!!!
About a week ago (I think), Chels called me while I was at Firehouse visiting Taylor. Chelsey wanted me to go hang out with her at a basketball game (I think). I told her, and this might seem like an awful thing to say but I have a reason for it, I told her that I didn't want to hang out with her because she would never get over Brandon, so there was no point. She took it badly, and now everyone wants me to call and apologize to her. She doesn't get that everytime I see her, I want to be with her. The whole time, I'm just thinking, "Rupert, damn you! You make her like me, and you make her like me right now!" So, I can't hang out with her without wanting to be with her, and she will never get over Brandon. Rupertdammit, what the fuck is the point then? And now, I have to call and apologize... and for what? She also doesn't like that I'm racist.
Racism - Discrimination against an entire race.
Prejudice - Discrimination against a group.
I am not racist. I am prejudiced. I don't hate all black people, that's just stupid. I hate the way some black people act, and really, the way some white people act. The only thing is, it seems to be a recurring trend among black people. So I'm not going to call and apologize to Chels. If she won't talk to me until I apologize, then fuck it, it isn't worth my time. She needs to talk to me if she's got such a problem with it. It wasn't a joke, I was serious. There isn't a point in me hanging out with her until she gets over Brandon (which won't happen, so there really is no point at all).
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