| Current mood: | infuriated |
| Current music: | Billy Talent - Standing in the Rain |
The whole world's against me dude, I swear to god.
For it to come out right, I have to tell the whole story. I've fucking told it once, but because everyone wanted to fucking interrupt me, my ISP gave out right as I finished, so I'm gonna try and type it again. Of everyone I know, I have one best friend. Sometimes it can be hard to distinguish between all of them, but it's easy for me. Dani is by far my best girl friend. And Kels is next. Then Taylor. Sorry, that's just the way it is. Recently, so much shit has been going on, and so much shit has just ruined my day fifteen times over, my sense of time is gone. Kaput. Don't you even ask me when all this happened, because I couldn't tell you if my life depended on it. Dani's cousin has come down from Ohio, and he's spending some time here. Dean, that would be Dani's cousin, met Kels and let's just say that, at first sight, Kels is beyond beautiful. So, big surprise, Dean likes Kels. To make a long story short, Kels got seen twice messing around with him. The first time, nothing happened. The second time, she got in a little bit of trouble, but some people see the small amount of trouble she got in as a great injustice. Kels' mom walked in on her and Dean, and got pissed. Kels got her car taken away, and the worst thing done to her that could have happened, short of being kicked out of the house... she got her music taken from her. Dani sees this as awful, not because Kels got caught, but because now she is obliged to cart Kels around everywhere and use up all of her gas. And she was preaching to me about how Kels is selfish. Now, while I don't think Kels should have gotten into anymore trouble than she did, I can see from Dani's point of view. Kels probably should have told Dani what was going on, and gotten along by herself on her own terms, not using Dani to get what she wants. But at the same time, I know almost exactly what was going through Kels' head, and Dani shouldn't be overreacting like this, which I think is just because it was her cousin. So who's at fault here? Both of them. You're goddamn right I said both of them. Kels, you need to let Dani catch up on what's going on between you and her kin, and Dani, don't fucking worry about it, it's in the past, being pissed off isn't gonna help shit. It's not gonna make Kels concede and say "I was wrong" because we both know that she's too damned obstinate to ever let those words escape from her mouth. So, just give up. Don't say that you were wrong, just say you're sorry, and it's stupid to keep fighting, because now I'm being dragged into this bullshit. Goddammit, you two are so moronic sometimes it just makes me want to blow up the whole fucking universe because IT IS NOT WORTH IT! You're little trifles will get you nowhere. Life is too short for people to be worrying about this shit. It's over and done with, DEAN'S EVEN GONE FOR FUCK'S SAKE! Let it go. You'll never have to worry about it again, just give up. Hug, kiss, make the fuck up so we can all stop yelling for once.
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