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Thanatos (johnnyblack) wrote,
@ 2003-09-15 21:11:00
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    Current mood: depressed
    Current music:Mars Volta - Televators

    Nothing matters. At all.
    What are you going to do for this world? Become a millionaire, and make no impact whatsoever? Do something heroic like save some kids or something, so that they can also amount to nothing? Not a piece of what you do matters. It doesn't matter what you do. It won't do ANYTHING. Soon enough, people will forget you, your accomplishments, even that you ever lived. So why are we here? To amount to nothing, and just destroy a world? That's shit. Nothing matters at all, and what are we doing about it? Striving for ourselves. Advancing with our own greed to raise ourselves to a higher level. Why is it like this, where corporations fire ten thousand people without a second though so that their stock will go up two points; where some of the best bands have to sell out and sound like the popular majority just to get some cash; where only the greedy and ambitious get ahead in life, and not just the ambitious? Have our mindsets deteriorated that far that society rewards greed, hate, slot, and adultery (I'm not a man of religion, but I'm pretty sure those aren't very honorable qualities)? Nothing matters. Nothing you will do can change the world, short of doing humanity a favor and blowing it up. Minds corrupt, and morals degraded, humans are not worthy of existance. We are all brought up to think that we will be millionaires, and famous, but we won't be. And we are very very pissed off. I walk through the world everyday, and I'm disgusted. "I wish I could make cures for the way people are." I look in the mirror, and I am disgusted. I'm a hypocritical ne'er-do-well. I find things wrong, and what do I do to fix them? Nothing. Because nothing matters. One day, you won't exist anymore, and people will forget about you. A whole life lost. Every memory, every thought, every action. But you know what? It was lost from the beginning. You are born in this world for one simple purpose. To die. To exist, do nothing significant, and then die. That's it. You don't get another chance, you don't get a "continue", YOU DON'T GET ANYTHING ELSE BUT THAT ONE LIFE. Life is greater than 70, but less than 110 (Very rounded numbers). If you're lucky. So, let's have the benefit of the doubt and say you live for 110 years. Look at that on the history of just the world (Earth, poppets). Not even the universe, just the world. 4.55 BILLION years. And you've been alive for a mere fraction of that. 4,550,000,000/110. That comes to 1/41,363,636.36(th) of the earth's life. And for what? Nothing. You will do nothing. This society is running itself into the ground. We exist to die. That's a humbling fact. You exist merely to die. If that's your end, your primary purpose, why would you live at all? You exist to not exist. Contradiction at its finest.



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