| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Christina Aguilera - I Turn To you |
*sighs*
Christian...
My husband. My soul. He everything to me and so much more. I love him with everything I am. That'll never change.
God forbid if anything were to ever hurt him like losing Rylie did. Even if it did, I'd be there to hold him. He's breaking down, slowly. His drinking has increased and so has my fear of possibly losing him. He thinks that all of the things he does wrong is pushing me away...
It isn't.
In fact, it's pulling me closer. Everything he does makes me care for him even more. Even the bad things. Christian, I married you because you're one of a kind and I love you. Never, will that ever change. No matter what. Even if this marrage doesn't last, I'll still love you.
I'vwe never felt this away about a guy before. Or anyone at that. You're different, but in my book. Different is perfect for you.
Don't let life's little problems tear you up. But, even if you do, I'll be there.
On a happier note, congrats Tony and Rose. Sorry I couldn't make it to the wedding. I'll get you a gift soon, I promise.
Christian, I love you.
John
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