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johnny clue (johnathanxd) wrote,
@ 2006-08-23 10:53:00
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    update
    it has been over a month since i've last posted. in that time i've lost my best friend to a car accident and my sister to a brain tumor.

    my night terrors have returned and they are worse then ever and more frequent then ever. just like when i was a child. i would stay awake for weeks because i was afraid to sleep. i'm back to that state.

    i haven't been able to eat since friday. almost a week without food. i know that if i can't get something to stay in my body soon i will end up in the emergency room poked full of needles and a feeding tube.

    i'm scared. lonely. cold. i'm sad. i feel like my world crumbles whenever i stay somewhere too long.

    i want to grab my luggage and fly somewhere.

    ideally i want to fly to some unnamed island off the coast of greece and watch the sunset.

    realistically, i have to return to my life.


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