| Current mood: |  discontent |
| Current music: | Gravedigger -- Dave Matthews |
Rocket Hooker: You Look Very ....Black Today! Rocket Girl: You Look Very Slutty Today! Oh Wait, You Always Look Like That!!
Yeah, I hate Simone.
Ok, it's fucking cold in this house. They do this every day! They leave the door open in the morning so the whole fucking house gets cold as HELL
Anyways, yesterday was pretty busy for me. I got to school early and did my Lit. hwk. Then Biology was dull, but I got a hug from Darryl cuz I gave him a whole pack of gum for his birthday. Lit. was dull, once again. Lunch was ok. Band sucked. I skipped fifth period again and hung out with Mina, Yari, and Bianka at lunch. However, while I was waiting for them to get out of FE, i talked to this hot guy named Steven. Bianka later told me that he's really annoying AND he's going out with Simone! Who in their right mind would go out with Simone!?!?!? Then I went to Anthropology, which was dull. Then I got to get out of Geometry, which was awesome. I went to Dr. Patel's and he said that I have all the symptoms of A.D.D. Fun. Then we went shopping, and I got the Three Days Grace CD, which, btw, ROCKS!! We also got a DVD. It's a midsummer nights dream. I like Shakespeare, so I'm hoping it'll be good. : ) Then we came home, and I remembered the football game.
Ah, the football game. I'm going to write a poem about it. Not about 'footbal', but about what went on, and how I really felt during the whole thing. yeah.
Then I came home and got online. No one was on!!! So I talked to Travis. He's almost always on. I don't know why i bother talking to that kid, he doesn't care about me! Ugh!! He called me "stupid"!!! Just because I worried all night about Eric!!! Geez. I'm terribly sorry that I actually care and worry about my friends!!!! It's not my fault I worried all night over nothing!
People hate me. *sigh*
Yeah, I was so glad to see Amy and Keru again! It was great. I really wish Liz and Han were there though.....
I finally got to meet Chauncey. He's not at all what I expected.
Yeah, well, when I got home, I was dead tired, so I went to bed.
I had a great dream last night. Well, I had a lot of them, but the one I liked the best was the one where I got my tongue pierced. And I loved it! I wish I could get it pierced. I really do. That's all I ask for....
Heheh, Taylor made me lick Sharpies in Band. I hate him, so much.
I'm so cold. And so lonely. I want to see Bianka this weekend, but I think I'm grounded, but I'm not too sure. *tear*
*sigh* No one loves me.
I hate Dr. Patel. So much. I wish that I never went to him. I hate these pills. I just want to be left alone. Why can't you people just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! God, if I don't like you, then you'll know. Trust me. you'll know.
I just want to be free......
I hate the feeling you get on Saturdays when you're sitting at home doing nothing. I hate it! I feel so worthless and completely unloved. It's so unfair. I hate my life. I HATE IT!
Well, time to write......
sorry that i love you, sorry that i don't. sorry that you don't care for me, sorry that you won't.
jessica
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