| Current mood: |  calm |
| Current music: | scared and lonely 3dg |
stupid s.o.b!
errrg.
anyways.
yesterday was terrible. it had to have been one of the worst days of my life. no, it prolly WAS the worst day of my life.
ok, so i got to school, and it started off like a normal day.
then emily came and we went down to the band room to see what band i had gotten in.
i saw where i was and i sobbed.
at least i waited until we were out of the band room until i broke down.
i didnt stop crying either until much later.
its nice to know that so many people care about me. many people wanted to know why i was feeling sad. i'm so glad they care.
then i went to biology and didnt do my work. oddly enough, i got more done than most anyone else in the class.
then i died in lit. it was so dull. romeo and juliet were really really lucky though. they died before they could break each others heart.
i just now realized how superior i am to some people. i am no more than anyone else, you guys. so stop it.
anyways, i died even more at lunch. i sat by myself and cried.
then i cried in fourth period. it surprised me even more about how many people cared about me. it was nice. even taylor cared. i think eddie cared too, in his own way. unfortunately his own way made me cry even more. brandon yelled at me though. but whats really nice is that josh told brandon to shut up. through his idiotic surface he's really a nice guy i guess. : )
as usual, taylor eventually got me cheered up again. i'm grateful that he's there. i hate to admit it, but i'm going to miss him in band next semester. i think i'm going to tell him that too.
then i made a friend in spanish. : )
then i got hyper in anthro. emily and michelle betrayed me again, but i'm over it.
wade is really really mad at me. i refuse to apologize until he tells me to my face why he is mad at me, even though i already know. he's being a huge pussy right now.
then i got home and got many phone calls. the most meaningful was from liz. it hurt, what she said to me, but it was reality. i guess i am a whiney bitch. even amy thinks so. so, i've decided not to update this thing until i'm in a good mood, like right now. i'm not going to tell anyone anything except for those who havent gotten sick of me yet. well, that havent told me yet. *sigh*
anyways, i hate preps. theres a whole bunch here right now and they're so annoying. its pissing me off.
more later, gtg.
(Read comments)
|
