| Current mood: |  nostalgic |
| Current music: | Smashing Pumpkins' "Rat in a Cage" |
Memories will always remain
I am back on while mom is asleep and dad is at work. Sometimes I wish I could just fly away and disappear. Things aren't as I'd like them to be, and I am pretty sure it is the same for millions of people....except the lucky few...*~*those bastards!*~*
Tonight I was thinking about all the things that have gone on this summer and I realize that at least I shared most of them with friends. I will always have my memories and I hope they don't fade. Maybe that's why I take alot of pictures of everything. ^o.o^ I know at least two songs that almost always bring me to tears over my memories of the past and how we are all going on to different things. The songs are Green Day's-"Time of your Life" , and Eve 6's-"Here's to the Night".
*~*Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)*~*
(fuck)
Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
*~*Here's to the Night*~*
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I love all my friends, even if they don't believe that. I will always remember "Mailbox!"-Jamila-"going to tha bowling alley"; "Evanduele, c'mere."-Sonja-food & nut.; "You're beautiful; your a cutie-pie"-WJScheaffer-his visit; "BSG is a dumbass!"-Ashley H.; "He's MINE!"- Ashley "Trashly" White (HAHA BITCH!)
" I could look into your eyes forever if I knew it would be the last time.
I would hold your hand near my heart forever if I knew you would always be mine.
I should like to think of you always as a part of me.
Having nearly created something that could never really be.
I shall walk on into uncertain darkness only to fall into your arms once again.
You could only live forever in my heart and mind with the grace of God and Goddess, soulfully entwined.
My tears may stain my cheeks, brought deep into bloody-red.
The moment you will be torn away from me, fills my thoughts with dread.
So after the last rain falls and when the actors take their bow,
think of it as a beggining to something further ahead of time then now."-------Created by me, Jessi.
I often go to friends for advice and it is usually given. I take it only from the ones closest to me and really listen. My real friends know who they are and should smile at the thought
that they are in a part of my heart, sealed with perfect love and perfect trust.
Over the years, pictures will fade, but the memories I hold inside will never die.
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