so much time
gosh I've been so bored today it seems like all I've done is look at the same fucking websites over and over and write in this damn thing. It makes me feel better though. I did decide to ride around and smoke a bowl. This cheesecake creme brulee is fucking a w e s o m e ! Ryan called when I was riding around. They just got back from the Mellow Mushroom, eating pizza and drinking beer, and he's apparently the only one not shit faced. He said he might be about to go get drunk somewhere by himself and leave them to pass out. rookies. It's like, the fact that him going out by himself in Foley seems like it should bother me, kind of makes me wonder.. but I'm honestly not worried at all. I do completely trust him. That's really saying something. For me, and for him.
Tarpley just called me and wanted to hang out. Sure, he didn't know Ryan wasn't in town and that his cell phone was back on.. but it made me feel good. As much as I don't like Tarpley, I actually do like that motherfucker a lot. Todd though, he's my favorite. besides Jason.. well, in a different way.
sleep sounds good.