|Current mood:|| crappy|
|Current music:||Fall Out Boy "Dead On Arrival"|
NO THIS IS NOT THE LAST TIME, CAUSE I NEVER SAY NO TO YOU.
Yesterday I went to the orthodontist late and the doctor had already left so they just tightened them instead of putting on new wires. I was late for my training so I have to reschedule for next week. Thanks mom :-/ I went with her and we talked to my dad in the bar and then she dropped me off at Wawa. I walked to Kyle's and stood there for about 10 minutes and knocked. He tried to play it off like he was Allen, but Im not stupid. He told me to go around to the side and we talked about different stuff. He said that he's getting his own apartment in about a couple weeks. He also said his cell phone broke, but I really don't believe that. He said we're no longer together again, and that's really stupid because I haven't even talked to him for a week, but whatever, his lose. He said that he thinks that we should just be friends, and I guess he thinks Im too young or whatever, but I think he'll be back when Im 18. He invited me in and we just hung out in his room. He had an attitude with me like the whole time. He found his necklace and he started beating me with it, but I had 3 hoodies on so I couldnt feel shit. He hit me in the knee, which was really painful and he showed me the scar he got from hitting himself. What sticks out in my head is that he said "Let's having matching scars, babe." because of the whole "babe" part. Later his mom came home so I left and walked home.
I do kinda miss Kyle, but I guess it's better this way. I mean after 3 tries it didn't work out so I guess I have to move on. I asked Kyle directly if he wanted me out of his life and he said no, he wants to be friends and still hang out, which is good I guess. If he ever does want to get back together, Im going to seriously explore my options before I ever say yes again.