|Current mood:|| cold|
|Current music:||Cauterize "Killing Me"|
JUST WHEN THE WOUNDS START HEALING YOU'RE THERE TO BREAK ME OPEN.
Yesterday after school I went to Phase One and filled out an application. Five minutes later they called me back for an interview. Kate was really nice and she said I could start training next week, which is pretty nice. Im making $6.75 an hour, which is more than I made at Deterdings, so thats amazing. Later I went over to Kyle's because he texted me on my way home from Phase One. When I got there he said that he was going out with his friend Brad to go look for a job. He told me that I got him sick, which I feel really bad about. He seemed really distant and I had to ask him for a hug. Im not sure if its me or not, but I think were going to break up very soon. I mean we've on our third try now and if it comes down to it where we break up again, I guess its just not meant to be. I want it to work with Kyle, but Im not sure if it is now. I love that kid to death and Id do anything for him, but my everything doesn't seem enough for him. I dont know, maybe we need a break from each other or something. Im just not going to try to get in contact with him until his birthday and then Ill see what happens then.