|Current mood:|| happy|
|Current music:||Papa Roach "Scars"|
LETS START THIS OVER FOR REAL.
Saturday there was nothing to do and I was really bored so I called up Bryt and she was going out with Shawn and his friends. I asked her if I could come, she called Shawn, but there wasnt enough room in the car. I called Kyle and he was going to Camden so I told him that Id come along since I was so bored. I got $40 from Dad and they picked me up on the corner. We got to the train station and I paid for tickets. I sat in the front, Kyle sat behind me, and Jay sat behind him. The whole time Kyle was staring at me and at one point he asked me to sit with him, but I kinda declined. We got off of the train, and walked to Jay's friends house. I gave them $30 and he did his business. Me and Kyle waited and I was acting so out of place. I was asking to be shot or something. Kyle hugged me and I asked him why because last time I saw him he said that were only friends. We started walking back and Kyle wanted a drink so we went to this ghetto ass Dunkin Donuts and I got him orange juice. I got upset because he took my change so they just left me in the middle of Camden with some black lady with a Muslim boyfriend who was praying on the corner. They later came back and apologized and Kyle held me and such. We walked to the Delaware River and we looked at the lights in Philly. I climbed over the rail and stepped to the edge and asked them if they were scared. They both started freaking out and Kyle said he would have saved me if I did happen to fall in. We started walking back to the train station and Kyle grabbed my hand. On the train we sat together and he started getting really hott so I got a little worried, but when we got off of the train, he was cool. We waited for his mom and they gave me a ride home. We hugged and later I went in and called him. He was busy, but he called back when Jay left. He said that basicly I was right, he does care for me and he wants to be with me again. He wanted me to ask him out so I did and were back together again. We stayed on the phone until 6am.
Sunday I went to get my cell and I went into work. I called Kyle and Bryt.
Monday I left work early because I was having a panic attack. I went to Bryts and Charlie and his friend Nick came over so we went to the mall with them. I got 30 more minutes on my phone and then we went home. Kyle and his friends were going to come over so I went to Bryts and they later came over. I got in about 1:30.
Tuesday I went to go see Kyle, but he was a little out of it because of a sleeping pill he took. We basicly sat around and watched Saw and cuddled. He said Im not that affectionate because I never kiss him first. Well I think if a girl is over you all night, she is affectionate. I went home at about 11:30, got in at 12:30.
Now that me and Kyle are back together, it feels for real. Im glad that this happened because I am truly happy with him. He pushed me to do the right things and hes a very positive person. I think that well be happy for a while, at least I hope so. I like things the way they are right now ♥