| Current mood: | drained |
| Current music: | Dreamsleep- Collide |
Helpless
It's easy to sit and waste away. No one cares, too hard to bare. Let it seep deep within. To show yourself what you are. And how you've run so very far.
"Too hard to fight, just let it go. No one knows, but can't hide forever. If only If only, if ever just only." The distance you've gone just to leave them. To distort them, to destroy them. To run and run..to end up nowhere. Dream the dream that isn't real. Falsify yourself so they can't see. "No one will see, no one will. But i want them to. i really do. I dream in black, I dream in white. They see white, But not the black."
But I can see both. What's this fight for, if only to give up? "A battle to waste time, A battle, just to tell me i'm fine."
Close your eyes, distort your mind. Guide the instrument that helps you feel. The only way that lets you deal. Full control over the life you possess. Euphoric as you watch it depress.
Feel it as it burns through. Your life like a river, as you turn blue. Cover up, hide the truth. Save it for another night. One craving for a stronger fight. Just wake up, and they will see you. Because you want them to. You really do.
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