Melissa (jenixx) wrote, @ 2005-03-19 22:40:00

Current mood:	worried
Current music:	Passive- A Perfect Circle

Maybe You're Better Off This Way?
Everything i write seems to linger on the same subject.
i need to escape it. But it drowns my thoughts with possibilities.
Ones i know could never happen.

--A world drapped in Ðarkness holds more §erenity, than a world bathed in light.--

Everything i see, i see while standing in the Shadows.
Everything i know, i know because of this darkened state.
But who can i tell, who can i help, when they don't want it?
How can i convince them to listen, when they don't know i exist?



All the three, i know and want.
One, i have.
One, can see me as well as through me.
One, with quick thought, disregards me.

I want what i cannot have.
As does death. They want each other,
They hold hands.
Mustn't let it happen so.
Have to stop it, can't happen; no.
One might slip away forever.

I simple can't contend with two.
I know i cannot have all three.
So now i'm stuck with only one.
Does this confuse you?
Good, it confuses me too.

}}-------------I flip the coin, it shines so bright.
To take away this vacant plight.
But still i sit in this cold night,
And wait to be warmed by your pure light.------------------------------>>>>

I slip and fall much too often.
Wondering, if ever i can be happy.
But i have gained something.
Something that steals my thoughts.
And makes me feel indescribably better.
Whether i am or can be happy...the answer always eludes me.
But whatever i feel now, is different.
It makes me smile. It makes me think.
It also makes me feel alive.


--->3x3

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