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| Current music: | Heaven's a Lie- Lacuna Coil |
HominaNocturna
--Sometimes i feel like the people who don't know me... see me more clearly than those who do know me. Can i be invisable now? (1) you see me but don't know me. (2) you know me but don't see me.--
Raping everyone until your blood won't boil. All of this rejection and you just let it all go. Standing up straight making sure you won't fall. But they all look through you; shut the door you have to hide. Raping all the minds of those you thought you could trust. Always pushing harder till you have no one left to hold. A decomposing life and you keep falling on your knees. Can you feel the numb you have left inside yourself? Can you scratch the flesh just to pull it all out? Not this time... and no you don't. Bruise and bleed your knees and you can never get up. Lock yourself away with the only one you know. Rape yourself cold because you thought it would end. Let the blood run and now you feel on the outside. You thought you'd play them all. But no you don't... Keep yourself hidden, and I just won again.
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